Thursday, May 3, 2007

why why why

I awakened this morning to the sound of my phone going off. It was my morning text message from my sweetheart, saying, "hope you slept well, have a good morning". This was the usual type of message I received from her and like always, I sprang out of bed and immediately jumped in the shower. While I was drying off I couldn't help but realize that this message I received was a little earlier than usual and I had some time to kill before I went to work. The baby must have awakened her earlier than usual and when she has to be up, she makes sure that I'm up as well.
I decided since I was up that it would be a good time to check my e-mail since I work all day and spend time with my son at night. The minute I signed on and did what I did , I immediately had regrets. There was an e-mail of a friend request from the first Myspace account I created. It completely slipped my mind that this still existed and my girlfriend and I have had words over Myspace before. The last time, she was so convinced that I was using this site to talk to other girls that I had to give her my password and she had to check everything as it went along. I eventually deleted my account, but this account was older and I hadn't touched it since before my son was born. I freaked out! Not wanting to have another ordeal with her, I decided to delete the e-mail and delete the other account and she would never suspect a thing, right? Wrong! She somehow hacked into my e-mail account, saw that I had been on that morning and immediately began to interrogate me on my actions. She traced my e-mails, found out that I had another account and threatened that if she found out that I was cheating on her, she was done! This was not the case, but this woman has trust issues with me and it probably has to do with the fact that I kinda/sorta cheated on her in high school. But, we weren't together officially and she used to always remind me of this. Now, I get to look forward to a long fight when work is over and this day is just turning out to be terrible.

1 comment:

carellano said...

myspace huh? I think everyone has a love/hate relationship with it. I used to have an account; it was always weird. It was deleted because apparently I had been sending people spam comments and someone complained. I had been on a road trip and wasn’t aware someone had hacked into my account.
Anyway, uh your girlfriend seems a bit intense. Sorry man. She knows your password, goes into you Myspace and e-mail accounts. That’s paranoia. Why put up with that? Is it all really worth it? I mean I understand you two have a kid together but still your paying a life sentence for something that happened ages ago. She is not going to get over her insecurity, and really it not all your fault. If she hasn’t gotten over that you “cheated” by now I don’t think she ever will.