Dear David,
So remember how Anna blew up because she found my old Myspace account and thought I was cheating on her. Well, I wrote about it on my blog and a peculiar person kept telling me to basically grow a sac and dump her. It was weird because they wrote me twice and then they just vanished. I think it was Julie, you know, the psycho I dated a few years ago. She used to always make joke about the size of my anatomy because it was so gargantuan. It's a little creepy, but I actually let it slip to her that Aden isn't really my son! I would sincerely hope that she doesn't use any of that information against me, but you remember Julie and the possibilities with her are endless.
-Dietrich
Thursday, May 3, 2007
I wish
I can't just go ahead and leave her! Believe me, I want to be a part of my sons life and if I leave her she'll make sure that I never see my son again! I need to make this work, no matter what the cost. Sure, if I didn't have a kid with her their would be no problem, but if your baby was the cutest in the world I'm sure you would stick around as well. He actually isn't even my son, but I couldn't let the other guy be a father to this child. If the true paternity results were revealed then a drug-addict would have been the father and I couldn't let this girl go down that path. Maybe I just need to propose to her, but I'm trying to save money before I do anything that extreme. It's not that I'm scared to be committed to her, it's just that I don't have that much to offer the two of them as far as family goes right now, and I wanna make sure the timing is right. Why do babies have to make everything so complicated. If she and I didn't have our son I'm sure she wouldn't trip this hard off a stupid website. I don't understand why she trips so hard anyway. She clearly states that we are not technically together and the most affection I get is a little smack on the lips every now and then. Besides the night we "made our son", it hasn't even gone down since! I'm a little antsy so maybe she does have good reason to suspect me of cheating, but you gotta understand I would never hurt her like that.
why why why
I awakened this morning to the sound of my phone going off. It was my morning text message from my sweetheart, saying, "hope you slept well, have a good morning". This was the usual type of message I received from her and like always, I sprang out of bed and immediately jumped in the shower. While I was drying off I couldn't help but realize that this message I received was a little earlier than usual and I had some time to kill before I went to work. The baby must have awakened her earlier than usual and when she has to be up, she makes sure that I'm up as well.
I decided since I was up that it would be a good time to check my e-mail since I work all day and spend time with my son at night. The minute I signed on and did what I did , I immediately had regrets. There was an e-mail of a friend request from the first Myspace account I created. It completely slipped my mind that this still existed and my girlfriend and I have had words over Myspace before. The last time, she was so convinced that I was using this site to talk to other girls that I had to give her my password and she had to check everything as it went along. I eventually deleted my account, but this account was older and I hadn't touched it since before my son was born. I freaked out! Not wanting to have another ordeal with her, I decided to delete the e-mail and delete the other account and she would never suspect a thing, right? Wrong! She somehow hacked into my e-mail account, saw that I had been on that morning and immediately began to interrogate me on my actions. She traced my e-mails, found out that I had another account and threatened that if she found out that I was cheating on her, she was done! This was not the case, but this woman has trust issues with me and it probably has to do with the fact that I kinda/sorta cheated on her in high school. But, we weren't together officially and she used to always remind me of this. Now, I get to look forward to a long fight when work is over and this day is just turning out to be terrible.
I decided since I was up that it would be a good time to check my e-mail since I work all day and spend time with my son at night. The minute I signed on and did what I did , I immediately had regrets. There was an e-mail of a friend request from the first Myspace account I created. It completely slipped my mind that this still existed and my girlfriend and I have had words over Myspace before. The last time, she was so convinced that I was using this site to talk to other girls that I had to give her my password and she had to check everything as it went along. I eventually deleted my account, but this account was older and I hadn't touched it since before my son was born. I freaked out! Not wanting to have another ordeal with her, I decided to delete the e-mail and delete the other account and she would never suspect a thing, right? Wrong! She somehow hacked into my e-mail account, saw that I had been on that morning and immediately began to interrogate me on my actions. She traced my e-mails, found out that I had another account and threatened that if she found out that I was cheating on her, she was done! This was not the case, but this woman has trust issues with me and it probably has to do with the fact that I kinda/sorta cheated on her in high school. But, we weren't together officially and she used to always remind me of this. Now, I get to look forward to a long fight when work is over and this day is just turning out to be terrible.
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